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ComeOnMakeMe//FeelAlive

August 5, 2017 Leave a comment

//Beating the August heat at a beach house. A brief time to relax before heading into the mess.

//ATB – Pages feat. HALIENE

//Best track on the album.

Pages, of ink. I watch them blur and bleed. Are these words all that’s left of me.

These cracks in my heart. I’m painting with these scars. I’m blinded, I’m falling apart.

Fall on me like water. Wash me clean. Write my story over again.

Break me out of silence. Set me free. Cause I’m at the end. So write my story over again.

Again. Over again.

//Krewella – Alive (Mark Reihill Remix)

(Feel alive)
All alone, just the beat inside my soul. Come on make me feel alive.

Let’s make this fleeting moment last forever. So, tell me what you’re waiting for. I’m gonna keep it frozen here forever. There’s no regretting anymore.

It’s worth the wait, even so far away. I’m making the night mine until the day I die. No lights to brake when you’re hanging by fate. You know what it feels like when you’re dancing blind.

All alone, just the beat inside my soul. Take me home, where my dreams are made of gold. In the zone, where the beat is un-controlled. I know what it feels like. Come on make me feel alive.

(Feel alive)
I know what it feels like. Come on make me feel alive.

Meet me under shining lights. I’ve been waiting right here all my life. Feelings you can’t deny that you’re living, open up your eyes.

And I just wanna sink into your crazy laughter. Come on make me feel until the pain don’t matter. Every second here makes my heart beat faster. Finally think I found what I’m chasing after.

All alone, just the beat inside my soul. Take me home, where my dreams are made of gold. In the zone, where the beat is un-controlled. I know what it feels like. Come on make me feel alive.

(Feel alive)
I know what it feels like. Come on make me feel alive.

//Illenium & Kerli – Sound of Walking Away

I’ve been quiet aside you. While my heart in my chest shouts. Feeling silenced and lied to. But enough is enough.

Don’t come find me, I won’t be here waiting. I so can do it alone, you’re not worth staying.

Weren’t listening but now there’s no way you won’t hear. There’s a voice emerging in the night so loud and clear. I’ll turn it up like you turn me down, I’m not afraid. Hit play, hit play. It’s the sound of walking away.

It’s the sound of walking away. It’s the sound of walking away. It’s the sound of walking away.

I’ve been drowning inside you. While my love it just pours out. I’ve been running behind you. But enough is enough.

Don’t come find me, I won’t be here waiting. I so can do it alone, you’re not worth staying.

Weren’t listening but now there’s no way you won’t hear. There’s a voice emerging in the night so loud and clear. I’ll turn it up like you turn me down, I’m not afraid. Hit play, hit play. It’s the sound of walking away.

It’s the sound of walking away.  It’s the sound of walking away.

//Mr FijiWiji feat Danyka Nadeau – Yours Truly (Vacant Remix)

Pull me close and you say you’ll never run away. Think that love is a game and now we’ve gone insane. But what we have is what one spends a lifetime searching for.

‘Cause with you I feel amazing, never felt before. Why would I be so ashamed, found love worth fighting for. Standing right at the gates, walking your stairway to heaven.

Baby I’m in love, And I can’t get enough. I’m yours truly, truly, truly, baby. Truly.

Baby I’m in love. Can you feel the rush. I’m yours truly, truly, truly baby. Truly.

//Adventure Club – Firestorm ft. Sara Diamond (Sunday Service Remix)

Heard all the stories ’bout this life. None of ’em for me, not that type.

I wanna run with the wolves in the wild. We can go and we’ll race right through the night. There’s no fear in my eyes, just the will to survive. No, we’ll never stop the fight.

Give me a dream and I’ll chase it. Lend me your heart and I’ll break it. Show me the world and I’ll take it. Baby, I won’t quit ’cause I’m a firestorm. I’m a firestorm, I’m a firestorm. Show me the world and I’ll take it. Baby, I won’t quit ’cause I’m a firestorm.

I need it all.

 

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Light//MeUp

March 30, 2017 Leave a comment

//Glad Netflix finally added Train to Busan. Zombie thriller that will have you saying “I’m not crying, you’re crying”. In the mean time, uttering obscenities about that asshole coward.

//Koven – Lasting Part II

//Katie, I love your vocals, but the struggle :x

Feel what’s left on the outside. Push away and we start again. Feel my touch getting colder. Keep my side or I’ll lose my way.

So don’t say a word
/or/
So don’t sail away

//Ellie Goulding – Still Falling For You (VOILÀ Remix)

//But this remix.

Beautiful mind. Your heart got a story with mine. Your heart got me hurting at times. Your heart gave me new kind of highs. Your heart got me feeling so fine. So what to do.

Still falling for you. Still falling for you.

It took us a while. With every breath a new day. With love on the line. We’ve had our share of mistakes. But all your flaws and scars are mine.

Still falling for you. Still falling for you.

And just like that. All I breathe. All I feel. You are all for me. I’m in.

And just like that. All I breathe. All I feel. You are all for me. No one can lift me, catch me the way that you do.

I’m still falling for you.

Just like that. (the way that you do) Still falling for you.

Falling, crash into my arms. Never breaking.

Brighter than gold. This love shining brighter than gold. This love is like letters in bold. This love is like out of control. This love’s never growing old. You make it new.

Still falling for you. Still falling for you.

It took us a while. ‘Cause we were young and unsure. With love on the line. What if we both would need more. But all your flaws and scars are mine.

Still falling for you. (Still falling for you) Still falling for you.

And just like that. All I breathe. All I feel. You are all for me. I’m in.

And just like that. All I breathe. All I feel. You are all for me. (All for me) Never breaking.

And just like that. (The way that you do) All I need is you. All I feel is you. (Still falling for you) You are all for me. Never breaking.

//Gryffin & Illenium ft. Daya – Feel Good

Yeah, I doubt, I doubt myself. And I’m too proud to ask for help. When you see me beside myself. I don’t have to explain it, baby.

Yeah, I’m over picking fights. And trying to mend it with the high. Don’t wanna know that I’m not right. I know that I’ve been lately, lately.

Yeah, sometimes I need someone to pick me up. Overdose my mind with the things I love. You can take me there, where my heart beats. Where my heart beats free.

Take my hand in the middle of a crisis. Pull me close, show me, baby, where the light is. I was scared of a heart I couldn’t silence. But you make me, you make me feel good, I like it.

Take my hand in the middle of a crisis. Pull me close, show me, baby, where the light is. I was scared of a heart I couldn’t silence. But you make me, you make me feel good, I like it.

You make me, you make me feel good.

Yeah, I get over-overwhelmed. When all these problems burn like hell. Maybe I just need a friend. Who never calls me crazy, crazy.

You pull me off the front. Line before I run. Keep me cool, but not. Get overdone. You can take me there, where my heart speaks. Where my heart speaks free.

Take my hand in the middle of a crisis. Pull me close, show me, baby, where the light is. I was scared of a heart I couldn’t silence. But you make me, you make me feel good, I like it.

Take my hand in the middle of a crisis. Pull me close, show me, baby, where the light is. I was scared of a heart I couldn’t silence. But you make me, you make me feel good, I like it.

You make me, you make me feel good, I like it. (I like it) You make me, you make me feel good.

Taking the weights off. (oh) To help with the pressure. And I was here stressing. (oh) Thinking it mattered. Been with you for hours, but it feels like seconds. It’s only moments and I’m in heaven. It’s only moments and I’m in heaven, oh.

You make me feel, good. You make me feel, good. You make me, you make me feel good, I like it.

Take my hand in the middle of a crisis. Pull me close, show me, baby, where the light is. I was scared of a heart I couldn’t silence. But you make me, you make me feel good, I like it.

//Beatcore – Lift Me Up (BH Remix)

I’m Falling.

Lift me up, I’m falling. Lift me up, I’m falling.

Watch me fall. Watch me fall.

//BH – Ghost (ft. Progley) (Ryan Exley Remix)

You lead the way. I will follow. I’m not afraid. My heart is in your shadow now. (In your shadow, now) My heart is in your shadow now. (In your shadow, now) My heart is in your shadow now.

My heart is in your shadow now.

Your voice, it calls my name. The night illuminates your face. After the day is gone. My heart will follow your ghost. (In your shadow, now) Follow your ghost. (In your shadow, now) Follow your ghost.

My heart is in your shadow now.

YouMakeMe//Begin

October 12, 2016 Leave a comment

//I feel like every time I head back there, it’s for another memorial service. It would be nice to go for a good reason next time.

//Looking forward, the cruise in December has now been booked. It was getting kinda late to get that one in there.

//Seven Lions x Illenium x Said The Sky – Rush Over Me (feat. Haliene)

//Well this is a dream team.

Your finger tips, on my skin. There’s nothing that, I wouldn’t give. To keep this love alive.

We gave it all, we gave it up. The chemistry, was not enough. Oh, we just collide.

I hate myself when I say. I need tonight to say goodbye. I will give what’s left, inside.

So rush over me one more time. I will miss you, torn apart after tonight. And we can’t fix it.

Rush over me one more time. The end is coming. Rush over, rush over me. ‘Cause I will miss you.

‘Cause I will miss you.

Hold on to me now, before we lose this. I keep breaking down, can I do this? I need tonight to say goodbye, to say goodbye.
To say goodbye.
To say goodbye.
To say goodbye.

To say goodbye.

Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye, goodbye.
Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye, goodbye.

//Rain Man & Krysta Youngs – Habit

//No one can deny that he was the sound that made Krewella. This is perfect. Guessing a little on the lyrics, as I lack time.

Life from the fast lane. High off the (?). You’re my cocaine lover.

Got guilt in your pocket. Forget about it. I just blew your cover.

Blow, blow, blow, blow. I just blew your cover. Blow, blow, blow, blow.

I wanna be your habit. Cut me down like Xanax. Cause if you know that you shouldn’t be. I’ll take away your panic

Just leave your heart wide open. My love comes in doses. So if you know that you shouldn’t be. I’ll take away your panic.

I wanna be your habit. Cut me down like Xanax. I wanna be your habit.

Some things always last. Vintage photograph. You look like your father.

Run until your crazy. You suffocated baby. Just like your mother.

Blow, blow, blow, blow. I just blew your cover. Blow, blow, blow, blow.

I wanna be your habit. Cut me down like Xanax. Cause if you know that you shouldn’t be. I’ll take away your panic.

Just leave your heart wide open. My love comes in doses. So if you know that you shouldn’t be. I’ll take away your panic.

I wanna be your habit. Cut me down like Xanax. I wanna be your habit.

I wanna be right here,  Right next to you. Your prescriptions overdo.

//BTS – Wings

//Well, the whole album.  Although I’m mostly soaking in Begin, Lie, Awake, Cypher 4 and the title song, Blood Sweat & Tears. So the title song MV will go here.

//방탄소년단 (BTS) ‘피 땀 눈물 (Blood Sweat & Tears)’ MV 

 

Shine//InOurOwnRight

June 9, 2016 Leave a comment

//mmm, the trip to the coast last month.

 
//DM Galaxy – Our Weapons (Ft. Q’AILA)

//That drop.

Yesterday, we fought our way through hell and back. Lost in vain, we might never return from that. Clouds are rollin’ in, let the glorious times begin, storm is raging.

Reload, reload, get your weapons ready for tonight is our battle. Reload, reload, your gun to shoot through all the mess you made when you left me there to die. Reload, never give up hope to maybe one day make it up to me. We’re gonna reload, our weapons.

We’re gonna reload, our weapons, our weapons. We’re gonna reload, our weapons, our weapons.

I can’t count how many times we made plans to go back home. We’ve gone through so much trouble just to move along. Take my hand we can go through this together, we can look to find a shelter.

Reload, reload, get your weapons ready for tonight is our battle. Reload, reload, your gun to shoot through all the mess you made when you left me there to die. Reload, never give up hope to maybe one day make it up to me. We’re gonna reload, our weapons.

We’re gonna reload,  our weapons, our weapons. We’re gonna reload, our weapons, our weapons.

//Illenium – Without You (Ft. SKYLR) (Ryan Exley Remix)

//Aaaah, this remix is amazing!

I feel you, Shutting down. After we’ve had one too many, Of these talks. You say you, Wanna stay. But I know you’d rather get up, And walk away. Can you hear me, Crying out for you, crying out for you ya. I’m not ready, To let this go, we’ve come too far.

Hey, I won’t ask you to stay. I promise we’ll be okay. We’re running out of time. I’ll let you clear your mind. I just hope you can find, a way.

‘Cuz I can wait a little bit longer. And I can be a little bit stronger. I know that things won’t be the same. But I’m willing to take the blame. ‘Cuz I don’t wanna be, Without you.

I don’t wanna be, without you. I don’t wanna be, without you.

I’m not me, And your not you. When we’re fighting like this. Can’t we just go back to where we were. I know you, Think I’m naive. But I know that you’re worth fighting for, And I believe.

And I won’t ask you to stay. I promise we’ll be okay. We’re running out of time. I’ll let you clear your mind. I just hope you can find, a way.

‘Cuz I can wait a little bit longer. And I can be a little bit stronger. I know that things won’t be the same. But I’m willing to take the blame. ‘Cuz I don’t wanna be, Without you.

I don’t wanna be, without you. I don’t wanna be, without you. I don’t wanna be, without you. I don’t wanna be, without you.

//Dabin & Koven – Revenant

//(would actually love to know the spoken part as well)

Make it easy.  Let the words fall from your mouth.  It’s been twisted.  I’ve been impaled by your doubt.  And I don’t want this.  Forever feeling through this pain.  We could change.

So.  Be real.  Be here. Be ready again.

Be strong.  Be fierce.  Be everything.

‘Cause I’m not waiting for you.

//Trivecta – Into the Limelight (Feat. Danyka Nadeau)

Close my eyes, it’s all coming to me. Who said these walls couldn’t ever be breached. We all long for that one thing. A life that’s worth living. And tonight there’ll be a reckoning.

I am ready. Are you with me?

And we ride into the limelight. And we shine in our own right. And we’ll fight for the good life. May our voices carry a wind of change. Carry a wind of change.

Should we follow the rules, you and me? I want to beat the system, unleash me. We all long for that one thing. A life that’s worth living. And tonight there’ll be a reckoning.

Are you ready? Are you with me?

And we ride into the limelight. And we shine in our own right. And we’ll fight for the good life. May our voices carry a wind of change. Carry a wind of change

//Fahrenhaidt – Lights Will Guide Me (Mendum Remix)

//Also the trailer theme for the game Echo of Soul.

I bloom, I wilt. Like a flower in the wild. I find guidance, In the glow of northern light.

I breathe in deep. And I close my eyes. I searched, I see.

Over mountains I fly, high. Lights will guide me. Into oceans I dive. Lights will guide me. Lights will guide me. Lights will guide me home. Lights will guide me home.

I breathe in deep.

I rise, I fall. Like water from the sky. I grinch, I roar. Like a storm that never dies.

I breathe in deep. And I close my eyes. I searched, I see.

Over mountains I fly, high. Lights will guide me. Into oceans I dive. Lights will guide me. Lights will guide me. Lights will guide me home. Lights will guide me home.

I breathe in deep.

//Glass Face – Holland (Inukshuk Remix)

I’m leaving today. Climbing on that plane, To take me away. To some foreign land. Just because I can. Just because I can.

This is goodbye. When I leave tonight, I carry your heart in mine. When you sleep at night, Let our love shine bright.

She said honey please don’t cry. I’ll be waiting for you, On the other side. It will be like brand new. I’ll be home in a year or two. Just know that I love you! Know that I love you. That I do. Know that I love you.

As time passes by.  And our hearts they fly, Just like the planes.  In two years time. Will you still be mine.  When I’m no longer the same.

She said honey please don’t cry. I’ll be waiting for you, On the other side. It will be like brand new. I’ll be home in a year or two. Just know that I love you! Know that I love you. That I do. Know that I love you.

See//TheHorizon

June 9, 2016 Leave a comment

//INCOMING SUMMER!

//Illenium – Only One (Ft. Nina Sung)

(Only one, only one.)

I guess I’ll be the first to say it. I haven’t felt this good in a while. You tell me I’m the only one that they would all like, But you’re the only one that kept me alive.

You are the only one, You are the only one that kept me alive. You were the only one, the only one that was on my side. You were the only one that kept me alive.

Even after all this time, Fear can grip me at night. But somehow, somewhere you make me believe. I could see it in your eyes. So take me as your breathing proof. For everything you’ve ever done for me. I won’t lie and fear no more. I hope you realize, You kept me alive.

You are the only one, You are the only one that kept me alive. You were the only one, the only one that was on my side. You were the only one that kept me alive.

You saw my insides from the outside, You saw a chance, gave me truth so I survived. Saw my insides from the outside. You saw my insides from the outside, You took a chance, gave me proof without a goodbye, Now here I am, just happy to be alive.

You are the only one, You are the only one that kept me alive. You were the only one, the only one that was on my side. You were the only one that kept me alive.

You are the only one, Only one, only one.

//Mr FijiWiji, Direct & Aruna – Time To Say Goodbye

//Such a different feel to Still Holding On. There she sings about a recent break up, and yet she is still holding on to her feelings. The progression here is that now that time has passed, trying to hold on only makes it worse, and it’s time to say goodbye. While both songs contradict each other, they are both so true to the emotional struggle.

Turn around I can’t see your face. Tell me where did you go? Was it something I did, Something I said. That made it all fall down. Baby, I need to know. Cause I’m losing my faith. And the more I give. The less I get.

So tell me we can save this. Where’s my happy ending. Can’t go on pretending any more.

Always said that love takes work. It’s been a bumpy ride. I know how hard you tried. And holding on just makes it worse. It’s best to walk away. If it’s our time to say. Goodbye.

We can save, we can save this. It’s our time to say, goodbye.

Tell me we can save this. Where’s my happy ending. Tell me we can save this. Can’t go on pretending.

Always said that love takes work. It’s been a bumpy ride. I know how hard you tried. And holding on just makes it worse. It’s best to walk away. If it’s our time to say. Goodbye.

We can save, we can save this. It’s our time to say goodbye.

//Bright Lights – Runaway (Feat. 3lau) (Xan Griffin Remix)

//This remix makes the original sound like garbage. This one saves it from the very poorly executed trap parts in the original.

Could’ve been lovers, could’ve been friends. Could’ve been with you right down to the end. But you’re a runaway. Saving my love for a rainy day. I said we could’ve been lovers, could’ve been friends. Could’ve been with you right down to the end. But you’re a runaway. Saving my love for a rainy day. I said we could’ve been lovers, could’ve been friends. Could’ve been with you right down to the end. But you’re a runaway. Saving my love for a rainy day. I said we

I did everything, I prayed for you yeah. I even stayed with you when your ship went down. Only thing I wanted was for you to do the same. Just hold me but it’s too late now.

Cause we could’ve been lovers, could’ve been friends. Could’ve been with you right down to the end. But you’re a runaway. Saving my love for a rainy day. I said we could’ve been lovers, could’ve been friends. Could’ve been with you right down to the end. But you’re a runaway. Saving my love for a rainy day. I said we

//Cartoon – On & On (Ft. Daniel Levi) [NCS Release]

Hold me close ’til I get up. Time is barely on our side. I don’t wanna waste what’s left. The storms we chase are leading us. And love is all we’ll ever trust, yeah. No, I don’t wanna waste what’s left.

And on and on we’ll go.  Through the wastelands, through the highways.  To my shadows, through the sun rays.  And on and on we’ll go.  Through the wastelands, through the highways.  And on and on we’ll go.

On we’ll go

Finding life along the way.  Melodies we haven’t played.  No, I don’t want no rest.  Echoing around these walls. Fighting to create a song.  I don’t wanna miss a beat.

And on and on we’ll go.  Through the wastelands, through the highways.  To my shadows, through the sun rays.  And on and on we’ll go.  Through the wastelands, through the highways.  And on and on we’ll go.

And we’ll grow in number.  Fueled by thunder, see the horizon.  Turn us to thousands.  And we’ll grow in number.  Fueled by thunder, see the horizon.  Turn us to thousands.

And on and on we’ll go.  Through the wastelands, through the highways.  To my shadows, through the sun rays.  And on and on we’ll go.  Through the wastelands, through the highways.  And on and on we’ll go.

//Jo Cohen & Sex Whales – We Are [NCS Release]

(oh, oh oh. Reaching for the stars. I wonder where you are. oh, oh oh)

We are, we are dreaming in the dark. We are nothing more than dust. I search but you stay lost.

We are, we are reaching for the stars. But we’re making this too hard. And I wonder where you are.

Mysterious. That’s the part you always show. You’re so curious. Baby, you should take it slow.

We’re dreaming in the dark. We are nothing more than dust. I search but you stay lost. (I search but you stay lost)

We’re reaching for the stars. But we’re making this too hard. And I wonder where you are. (And I wonder where you are)

Mysterious. That’s the part you always show. You’re so curious. Baby, you should take it slow.

//Starlyte & Krale – Artemis

 

World//OfColor

March 21, 2016 Leave a comment

//mmm, Spring break.

//AK, Brenton Mattheus & Laura Brehm – Falling

//I appreciate them actually posting the lyrics.  I love hearing more from Laura Brehm, her vocals are amazing. These two sound so good together.

I never thought that it could end this way.
My world of color has been turned to grey.

And I’m lost for words.
And I know it hurts.
I have no reverse.
What I’m holding on to I don’t understand.

We disappeared into a reverie.
Only to wake to this reality.

Now I’m all alone.
I don’t know where to go.
I’ve lost my control.
I’m still holding on with no means to believe.

//Illenium – Fortress (Feat. Joni Fatora)

//He posted the lyrics too :3

No light in the distance. We were shadows holding on. (holding on) All the things I resisted. Now far from gone. (far from gone)

Armor on, you use your heart as a fortress. Ticking bombs, all the weapons are useless. So can you just let down your guard. Before everything is marred. Armor on, you use your heart as a fortress.

How’d you get so far away from me? How’d you get so far away from me?
How’d you get so far? How’d you get so far? How’d you get so far?

You use your heart as a fortress. You use your heart as a fortress. You use your heart as a fortress.

How’d you get so far? How’d you get so far?

Armor on, you use your heart as a fortress. Ticking bombs, all the weapons are useless.

All the weapons are useless. You use your heart as a fortress. So can you just let down your guard. Before everything is marred. Armor on, you use your heart as a fortress.

You use your heart as a fortress. You use your heart as a fortress.

//MitiS – Foundations (Feat. Adara)

//This one gets stuck in my head, and of course they didn’t post any lyrics. … oh well.

(Can’t stop me now, Can’t stop me now.
Keep spinning round, Keep spinning round.
Can’t feel the ground, Can’t feel the ground.
Can’t stop me now, Can’t stop me now.)

Seems so long ago, So much we didn’t know. Painting colors in the dark. Got above the crowds, Our heads up in the clouds. Running mazes through our hearts.

When all our dreams felt like concrete. We couldn’t be shaking. Then all around, the world crashed down. And cracked the foundation.

Clocks keep ticking. Everyone spinning. Life’s a prize that we should be winning. Burn the forest, they cannot fix it. Heal their wounds, cause they just don’t get it.

Time keeps ticking on. Harder to your heart. What we’re made of.

Staring at the glass. Trying to get a grasp. But I keep fallin out of reach. How did we get so lost. The lines we didn’t cross. We were running towards a dream.

The earthquake came. All that remained, was broken up concrete. Walk through the flame, it left it’s name. These scars on our bodies.

On a cliff we’re scared to fall off of. Trying to show the world what we’re made of. On the edge and I just keep praying. We can build back up our foundations.

Time keeps ticking on. Harder to your heart. What we’re made of.

//TeZATalks – In The Dark

//I kept wondering if they had a 12 year old make the lyric video. Was full of errors in the video, and entirely different errors in the description. It was a poor attempt. But at least it helped make sense of what was being said :P

The truth about pain and pleasure, you feel what you seek. The difference between us is nothing more than you keep. Secrets of who you know you don’t want to be. But what’s the use if you won’t even show me.

Come taste every word, that slips in and out of my mouth. Inhale my emotions, a heart of heaven and hell. Don’t be afraid of what you don’t know can heal. The parts of you that you fight fear to kill.

Time is running for the race. I’m out of place. Please don’t run away from me. Away from me.

Black holes fill this empty space. Swallow, intake. One more sip. I’m not okay. These voices scream.

I’m empty. I’m numb. I’m running, running, running on. Empty. I’m gone. So long, I long for anyone. I’m empty. I’m numb. I’m running, running, running on. Empty. I’m gone. So long, I long for anyone.

(This is. dark. This is. how. dark. this is. dark. this is. how)

In the dark. Feel alive. Make love. Feel alive. In the dark. Feel alive.

I’ll settle my demons will you, just lay with me. Please touch every beautiful broken part at least. The guilt I hide from you, won’t shadow the grief of words I used to cry myself to sleep.

Alone to be lonely, is not the same at all. I don’t want to be lonely, but long deeply alone. The fear it haunts me never finding someone. Like me. Misunderstood. I’ve lost connection

Time is running for the race. I’m out of place. Please don’t run away from me. Away from me.

Black holes fill this empty space. Swallow, intake. One more sip. I’m not okay. These voices scream.

I’m empty. I’m numb. I’m running, running, running on. Empty. I’m gone. so long, I long for anyone. I’m empty. I’m numb. I’m running, running, running on. Empty. Empty. I’m gone. So long, I long for anyone.

Hand swept cold and clean across my face. Eyes wide open to his yellow gaze. Creeping in to my gardens gates. Flowers only bloom on rainy days. Mouth taped shut no words to fight. Just one kiss to end a life. Playing God with a pocket knife. It only took two slits to feel alive.

God I’m so

This is how. this is how. this is how (we make love) in the dark.
Feel alive.
This is how. this is how. this is how (we make love) in the dark.

//Roniit X Trivecta – Through The Night

I don’t ever wanna wake up. If you run away. Don’t wanna let you fade out. We’ve never been so far apart. And I’ve been waiting here forever. So I can feel alive.

We’re falling out of time. Searching through the night. We’re breaking through the light. Fighting for our lives.

Waiting for the perfect time to disappear. Every time I close my eyes, I see you here. And I’ve been waiting here forever. So I can feel alive.

//Project 46  ft. Matthew Steeper – No One  (Voldex Remix)

//So it said it was Trap. Didn’t sound like it. Then the drop hit… oh o.o

I’m walking down the road less traveled. It’s harder when the sun is shining ’cause the light’s not fair. I’m talking to my darkest shadows. This love, is do or die, but they don’t care. I don’t know why. I do this to myself. It’s not right.
But I can’t love no one else. No one else.
But I can’t love no one else. No one else.
But I can’t love no one else.
But I can’t love no one else.

//Audiomachine – Blood and Stone (Ivan Torrent Remix)

//Killer remix

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