I've been swallowed by your kindness. Every part of me is breaking down. You have let me feel so helpless. As if I couldn't drown.
It was only love, you understood the need in me. So much tenderness. You wrapped me in humanity.
Others walked on by in their blindness, but you refused to let me be. My disguise you saw behind this. You pushed on and set me free.
~ ATB - Humanity

DuskTo//Dawn

October 19, 2016 Leave a comment

//We had only been there a day, out running some errands and whatnot. A call comes in to say that someone else has passed. At this point I’m thinking “What the heck world! Way to drop tragedy on people all at once. Didn’t I just say I didn’t want to always be coming back here on the news of someones death! Can we not do this?”

So there was much more to do than expected.

It’s been a very tried and draining past few weeks.

Categories: Life

YouMakeMe//Begin

October 12, 2016 Leave a comment

//I feel like every time I head back there, it’s for another memorial service. It would be nice to go for a good reason next time.

//Looking forward, the cruise in December has now been booked. It was getting kinda late to get that one in there.

//Seven Lions x Illenium x Said The Sky – Rush Over Me (feat. Haliene)

//Well this is a dream team.

Your finger tips, on my skin. There’s nothing that, I wouldn’t give. To keep this love alive.

We gave it all, we gave it up. The chemistry, was not enough. Oh, we just collide.

I hate myself when I say. I need tonight to say goodbye. I will give what’s left, inside.

So rush over me one more time. I will miss you, torn apart after tonight. And we can’t fix it.

Rush over me one more time. The end is coming. Rush over, rush over me. ‘Cause I will miss you.

‘Cause I will miss you.

Hold on to me now, before we lose this. I keep breaking down, can I do this? I need tonight to say goodbye, to say goodbye.
To say goodbye.
To say goodbye.
To say goodbye.

To say goodbye.

Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye, goodbye.
Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye, goodbye.

//Rain Man & Krysta Youngs – Habit

//No one can deny that he was the sound that made Krewella. This is perfect. Guessing a little on the lyrics, as I lack time.

Life from the fast lane. High off the (?). You’re my cocaine lover.

Got guilt in your pocket. Forget about it. I just blew your cover.

Blow, blow, blow, blow. I just blew your cover. Blow, blow, blow, blow.

I wanna be your habit. Cut me down like Xanax. Cause if you know that you shouldn’t be. I’ll take away your panic

Just leave your heart wide open. My love comes in doses. So if you know that you shouldn’t be. I’ll take away your panic.

I wanna be your habit. Cut me down like Xanax. I wanna be your habit.

Some things always last. Vintage photograph. You look like your father.

Run until your crazy. You suffocated baby. Just like your mother.

Blow, blow, blow, blow. I just blew your cover. Blow, blow, blow, blow.

I wanna be your habit. Cut me down like Xanax. Cause if you know that you shouldn’t be. I’ll take away your panic.

Just leave your heart wide open. My love comes in doses. So if you know that you shouldn’t be. I’ll take away your panic.

I wanna be your habit. Cut me down like Xanax. I wanna be your habit.

I wanna be right here,  Right next to you. Your prescriptions overdo.

//BTS – Wings

//Well, the whole album.  Although I’m mostly soaking in Begin, Lie, Awake, Cypher 4 and the title song, Blood Sweat & Tears. So the title song MV will go here.

//방탄소년단 (BTS) ‘피 땀 눈물 (Blood Sweat & Tears)’ MV 

 

Rush//OverMe

October 12, 2016 Leave a comment

//Keroberos & Spinel

//Kerochan and Suppie from Cardcaptor Sakura.  9-10in dolls. Still my long time standing favorite anime series.

 

Light//AllYouSee

October 2, 2016 Leave a comment

//Fall. After the last few months, I wonder what this season will bring.

//Tilka – Missing Home (feat. Always Never)

//The amount of times I’ve seen the lyrics “She’s so deli”….. But 3:35

Stunner babe, She knows she’s so deadly. Pulls me tight sayin’ she’s ready. Through the door to the wall to the floor.  Seems like this is all we were in it for.

So baby when you call my name. pretend like I’m the only one.  But sometimes its hard to have faith. That this only does me harm.  This only does me harm.

Missing home but were on the road.  Cause the recognition coming.  So come and show your body baby.  Remind me how it feels to go slow.

//Breathe Carolina & APEK – Anywhere But Home (BL3R Remix)

We were not handed love. We were made, To find someone.

So, when I leave will you come with me. We can live for eternity. Get lost in new memories.

And now we can change the world. And we’ll never feel alone. We could just chase the sun. Or we can go anywhere, Anywhere but home. This love, is where we belong. I swear. We could just chase the sun. We can go anywhere, Anywhere but home.

We can go anywhere, Anywhere but home.

//Super8 & Tab feat. Julie Thompson – No Frontiers

No frontiers. No battle lines. Ain’t no rules to this game of life. Ain’t no rules to this war tonight.

No frontiers. No razor wire. Ain’t no rules to this game of life. Ain’t no rules to this war tonight.

(Take your aim and fire, shoot me down)

So use your words as weapons. In these final seconds. Take your aim and fire, shoot me down. So use your words as weapons. In these final seconds. See my bullets lying on the ground.

//Echos – Say It

My limbs are weak,  From trying to reach you. My body moves, In languages only you can speak in.

My heart aches, For your touch when I’m sleepin’. I feel you move, In distances worth keepin’.

Is it that you can’t hear me clearly. I thought that I might matter dearly. So why won’t you say it, Just say it, say it. And take me out of my own head.

Is it that you can’t hear me clearly. I thought that I might matter dearly. So why won’t you say it, Just say it, say it. And take me out of my own head. Out of my own head.

I couldn’t be,  On your mind like I needed. Elusive eyes, Kept pullin’ me into your illusion.

My mind aches, For your lust when I’m sleepin’. You always leave, In distances worth keepin’.

Is it that you can’t hear me clearly. I thought that I might matter dearly. So why won’t you say it, Just say it, say it. And take me out of my own head.

Is it that you can’t hear me clearly. I thought that I might matter dearly. So why won’t you say it, Just say it, say it. And take me out of my own head.

You say your eyes fill with fear,  When I come around. I’m not a ghost, I’ve got bones. Breathing underground. Ringing in your head, I’m in your mind.

You say your eyes fill with fear,  When I come around. I’m not a ghost, I’ve got bones. Breathing underground.

You say your eyes fill with fear, When I come around. I’m not a ghost, I’ve got bones. Breathing underground. Ringing in your

Is it that you can’t hear me clearly. I thought that I might matter dearly. So why won’t you say it, Just say it, say it. And take me out of my own head.

Is it that you can’t hear me clearly. I thought that I might matter dearly. So why won’t you say it, Just say it, say it. And take me out of my own head. Out of my own head.

//Koven – Silence

//I love Koven <3

Your love. I say to you, it’s all just in your head. As my life is nothing more but pieces in your hand.

Don’t let me down, Don’t let the hope I hold to slowly slip away. Cause I need comfort in your actions. Now your words have gone astray.

I watch your lips with every cut. Couldn’t hear a single thing over your silence. Your silence. I could tell you everything to say. I could write your words and hear your heart,  But your silence. Your silence says it all.

Your silence says it all.

//Satellite Empire – Glow (Color Source Remix) & //Satellite Empire – Glow (Ryan Exley Remix)

//When you can’t pick a remix :P

I know you might be terrified. Of what you wanted to be all this time. But I’m telling you it’s fire, And you know it’s rain. It’s everything. Desire, disdain.  It’s everything.

Light up. Light all you see. Don’t be afraid,  Dance among the flames. Do it ’til it breaks Bone. Their ashes lay, Where you still glow.

I know you might be terrified. Of what you wanted to be all this time. But I’m telling you it’s fire, And you know it’s rain. It’s everything.

//Bare Noize & AFK – Elemental (feat. Anna Yvette)

You can live a long time, With an open wound, Like a hungry wolf, Howling at the moon. The butterfly in the spider’s web, Fluttering its wings, Doesn’t know it’s already dead.

Blood runs cold. Rivers run dry. Even the sun will burn out of the sky. We are all born to die. It’s elemental.

Earth air wind fire. We were all born to die. Earth air wind fire. Rise again, learn to fly. Earth air wind fire (it’s elemental) Earth air wind fire (it’s elemental) Earth air wind fire (it’s elemental) Earth air wind fire (it’s elemental)

Everything will return. Our bodies to the earth. Our blood to the waters. Our voices to the air. Our heat to the fire. We were born to die. To rise and live again. It’s elemental.

It’s elemental. It’s elemental. It’s elemental. It’s elemental.

Earth air wind fire. We were all born to die. Earth air wind fire. Rise again, learn to fly. Earth air wind fire (it’s elemental) Earth air wind fire (it’s elemental) Earth air wind fire (it’s elemental) Earth air wind fire (it’s elemental)

//Lexy Panterra – Lit (Skrux Remix)

Walk my way, baby, baby, I want you right now. I’ve been thinkin’ bout you in that body. Give it up, I wanna show you how.  I’mma give it up if you love me that way.

Back it up, I’m coming your way. Trust me, baby, you’ll like it that way. You know I got that sweet hot fire.  Breaking all the rules.  I got that spark for your lighter.  You know it’s coming soon. So baby, make it worth my while. Keep it lit all night. I got you hittin’ it right, hittin’ it right. Hittin’ it right, hittin’ it right.

I’mma find you, baby. So come on, let’s play. Around the block so I’ll show you around. I’ll be naughty with you if you’re naughty for me. I’mma give it up if you love me that way.

Back it up, I’m coming your way. Trust me, baby, you’ll like it that way. You know I got that sweet hot fire. Breaking all the rules. I got that spark for your lighter. You know it’s coming soon. So baby, make it worth my while.  Keep it lit all night. I got you hittin’ it right, hittin’ it right. Hittin’ it right, hittin’ it right.

//Sappheiros – Time Stands Still

//Sit back. Chill. Enjoy.

 

No//Frontiers

October 2, 2016 Leave a comment

//Twin Saga

//So I had joined a recent beta test. If you are a fan of either Eden Eternal or Aura Kingdom, then you will be able to see the elements they pulled from both of those games. You can play all classes like EE and the gameplay, story, achievement system is all similar to AK.

//Didn’t realize I took this one when changing outfits. But I saw it later and realized she looked seasick.

//Well that just sounds pleasant… But yes, continue D:

//Wha… explains the seasickness.

//Long day. Nap time! :D At least we get a (riding) house. Reminds me of Howl’s moving castle. Lot bigger on the inside as well xD

//All I could think when I saw him was “Kanrik! Is that you?!” I miss Kanrik ;-;

//Pokemon Adventures – So when he said “Monster Marbles” The first thing I thought of was Pokeballs. Wasn’t wrong.

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Shine//InOurOwnRight

June 9, 2016 Leave a comment

//mmm, the trip to the coast last month.

 
//DM Galaxy – Our Weapons (Ft. Q’AILA)

//That drop.

Yesterday, we fought our way through hell and back. Lost in vain, we might never return from that. Clouds are rollin’ in, let the glorious times begin, storm is raging.

Reload, reload, get your weapons ready for tonight is our battle. Reload, reload, your gun to shoot through all the mess you made when you left me there to die. Reload, never give up hope to maybe one day make it up to me. We’re gonna reload, our weapons.

We’re gonna reload, our weapons, our weapons. We’re gonna reload, our weapons, our weapons.

I can’t count how many times we made plans to go back home. We’ve gone through so much trouble just to move along. Take my hand we can go through this together, we can look to find a shelter.

Reload, reload, get your weapons ready for tonight is our battle. Reload, reload, your gun to shoot through all the mess you made when you left me there to die. Reload, never give up hope to maybe one day make it up to me. We’re gonna reload, our weapons.

We’re gonna reload,  our weapons, our weapons. We’re gonna reload, our weapons, our weapons.

//Illenium – Without You (Ft. SKYLR) (Ryan Exley Remix)

//Aaaah, this remix is amazing!

I feel you, Shutting down. After we’ve had one too many, Of these talks. You say you, Wanna stay. But I know you’d rather get up, And walk away. Can you hear me, Crying out for you, crying out for you ya. I’m not ready, To let this go, we’ve come too far.

Hey, I won’t ask you to stay. I promise we’ll be okay. We’re running out of time. I’ll let you clear your mind. I just hope you can find, a way.

‘Cuz I can wait a little bit longer. And I can be a little bit stronger. I know that things won’t be the same. But I’m willing to take the blame. ‘Cuz I don’t wanna be, Without you.

I don’t wanna be, without you. I don’t wanna be, without you.

I’m not me, And your not you. When we’re fighting like this. Can’t we just go back to where we were. I know you, Think I’m naive. But I know that you’re worth fighting for, And I believe.

And I won’t ask you to stay. I promise we’ll be okay. We’re running out of time. I’ll let you clear your mind. I just hope you can find, a way.

‘Cuz I can wait a little bit longer. And I can be a little bit stronger. I know that things won’t be the same. But I’m willing to take the blame. ‘Cuz I don’t wanna be, Without you.

I don’t wanna be, without you. I don’t wanna be, without you. I don’t wanna be, without you. I don’t wanna be, without you.

//Dabin & Koven – Revenant

//(would actually love to know the spoken part as well)

Make it easy.  Let the words fall from your mouth.  It’s been twisted.  I’ve been impaled by your doubt.  And I don’t want this.  Forever feeling through this pain.  We could change.

So.  Be real.  Be here. Be ready again.

Be strong.  Be fierce.  Be everything.

‘Cause I’m not waiting for you.

//Trivecta – Into the Limelight (Feat. Danyka Nadeau)

Close my eyes, it’s all coming to me. Who said these walls couldn’t ever be breached. We all long for that one thing. A life that’s worth living. And tonight there’ll be a reckoning.

I am ready. Are you with me?

And we ride into the limelight. And we shine in our own right. And we’ll fight for the good life. May our voices carry a wind of change. Carry a wind of change.

Should we follow the rules, you and me? I want to beat the system, unleash me. We all long for that one thing. A life that’s worth living. And tonight there’ll be a reckoning.

Are you ready? Are you with me?

And we ride into the limelight. And we shine in our own right. And we’ll fight for the good life. May our voices carry a wind of change. Carry a wind of change

//Fahrenhaidt – Lights Will Guide Me (Mendum Remix)

//Also the trailer theme for the game Echo of Soul.

I bloom, I wilt. Like a flower in the wild. I find guidance, In the glow of northern light.

I breathe in deep. And I close my eyes. I searched, I see.

Over mountains I fly, high. Lights will guide me. Into oceans I dive. Lights will guide me. Lights will guide me. Lights will guide me home. Lights will guide me home.

I breathe in deep.

I rise, I fall. Like water from the sky. I grinch, I roar. Like a storm that never dies.

I breathe in deep. And I close my eyes. I searched, I see.

Over mountains I fly, high. Lights will guide me. Into oceans I dive. Lights will guide me. Lights will guide me. Lights will guide me home. Lights will guide me home.

I breathe in deep.

//Glass Face – Holland (Inukshuk Remix)

I’m leaving today. Climbing on that plane, To take me away. To some foreign land. Just because I can. Just because I can.

This is goodbye. When I leave tonight, I carry your heart in mine. When you sleep at night, Let our love shine bright.

She said honey please don’t cry. I’ll be waiting for you, On the other side. It will be like brand new. I’ll be home in a year or two. Just know that I love you! Know that I love you. That I do. Know that I love you.

As time passes by.  And our hearts they fly, Just like the planes.  In two years time. Will you still be mine.  When I’m no longer the same.

She said honey please don’t cry. I’ll be waiting for you, On the other side. It will be like brand new. I’ll be home in a year or two. Just know that I love you! Know that I love you. That I do. Know that I love you.

See//TheHorizon

June 9, 2016 Leave a comment

//INCOMING SUMMER!

//Illenium – Only One (Ft. Nina Sung)

(Only one, only one.)

I guess I’ll be the first to say it. I haven’t felt this good in a while. You tell me I’m the only one that they would all like, But you’re the only one that kept me alive.

You are the only one, You are the only one that kept me alive. You were the only one, the only one that was on my side. You were the only one that kept me alive.

Even after all this time, Fear can grip me at night. But somehow, somewhere you make me believe. I could see it in your eyes. So take me as your breathing proof. For everything you’ve ever done for me. I won’t lie and fear no more. I hope you realize, You kept me alive.

You are the only one, You are the only one that kept me alive. You were the only one, the only one that was on my side. You were the only one that kept me alive.

You saw my insides from the outside, You saw a chance, gave me truth so I survived. Saw my insides from the outside. You saw my insides from the outside, You took a chance, gave me proof without a goodbye, Now here I am, just happy to be alive.

You are the only one, You are the only one that kept me alive. You were the only one, the only one that was on my side. You were the only one that kept me alive.

You are the only one, Only one, only one.

//Mr FijiWiji, Direct & Aruna – Time To Say Goodbye

//Such a different feel to Still Holding On. There she sings about a recent break up, and yet she is still holding on to her feelings. The progression here is that now that time has passed, trying to hold on only makes it worse, and it’s time to say goodbye. While both songs contradict each other, they are both so true to the emotional struggle.

Turn around I can’t see your face. Tell me where did you go? Was it something I did, Something I said. That made it all fall down. Baby, I need to know. Cause I’m losing my faith. And the more I give. The less I get.

So tell me we can save this. Where’s my happy ending. Can’t go on pretending any more.

Always said that love takes work. It’s been a bumpy ride. I know how hard you tried. And holding on just makes it worse. It’s best to walk away. If it’s our time to say. Goodbye.

We can save, we can save this. It’s our time to say, goodbye.

Tell me we can save this. Where’s my happy ending. Tell me we can save this. Can’t go on pretending.

Always said that love takes work. It’s been a bumpy ride. I know how hard you tried. And holding on just makes it worse. It’s best to walk away. If it’s our time to say. Goodbye.

We can save, we can save this. It’s our time to say goodbye.

//Bright Lights – Runaway (Feat. 3lau) (Xan Griffin Remix)

//This remix makes the original sound like garbage. This one saves it from the very poorly executed trap parts in the original.

Could’ve been lovers, could’ve been friends. Could’ve been with you right down to the end. But you’re a runaway. Saving my love for a rainy day. I said we could’ve been lovers, could’ve been friends. Could’ve been with you right down to the end. But you’re a runaway. Saving my love for a rainy day. I said we could’ve been lovers, could’ve been friends. Could’ve been with you right down to the end. But you’re a runaway. Saving my love for a rainy day. I said we

I did everything, I prayed for you yeah. I even stayed with you when your ship went down. Only thing I wanted was for you to do the same. Just hold me but it’s too late now.

Cause we could’ve been lovers, could’ve been friends. Could’ve been with you right down to the end. But you’re a runaway. Saving my love for a rainy day. I said we could’ve been lovers, could’ve been friends. Could’ve been with you right down to the end. But you’re a runaway. Saving my love for a rainy day. I said we

//Cartoon – On & On (Ft. Daniel Levi) [NCS Release]

Hold me close ’til I get up. Time is barely on our side. I don’t wanna waste what’s left. The storms we chase are leading us. And love is all we’ll ever trust, yeah. No, I don’t wanna waste what’s left.

And on and on we’ll go.  Through the wastelands, through the highways.  To my shadows, through the sun rays.  And on and on we’ll go.  Through the wastelands, through the highways.  And on and on we’ll go.

On we’ll go

Finding life along the way.  Melodies we haven’t played.  No, I don’t want no rest.  Echoing around these walls. Fighting to create a song.  I don’t wanna miss a beat.

And on and on we’ll go.  Through the wastelands, through the highways.  To my shadows, through the sun rays.  And on and on we’ll go.  Through the wastelands, through the highways.  And on and on we’ll go.

And we’ll grow in number.  Fueled by thunder, see the horizon.  Turn us to thousands.  And we’ll grow in number.  Fueled by thunder, see the horizon.  Turn us to thousands.

And on and on we’ll go.  Through the wastelands, through the highways.  To my shadows, through the sun rays.  And on and on we’ll go.  Through the wastelands, through the highways.  And on and on we’ll go.

//Jo Cohen & Sex Whales – We Are [NCS Release]

(oh, oh oh. Reaching for the stars. I wonder where you are. oh, oh oh)

We are, we are dreaming in the dark. We are nothing more than dust. I search but you stay lost.

We are, we are reaching for the stars. But we’re making this too hard. And I wonder where you are.

Mysterious. That’s the part you always show. You’re so curious. Baby, you should take it slow.

We’re dreaming in the dark. We are nothing more than dust. I search but you stay lost. (I search but you stay lost)

We’re reaching for the stars. But we’re making this too hard. And I wonder where you are. (And I wonder where you are)

Mysterious. That’s the part you always show. You’re so curious. Baby, you should take it slow.

//Starlyte & Krale – Artemis